I have a theory
about what is going on here as I try to make some sense out of this completely nonsensical situation. I feel like God is up there making the life
changing decisions he makes or doing whatever it is he does exactly. I picture God in a board meeting of sorts
going through his list of daily jobs and odds and ends. When he came to me I envision he considered
my situation and said “you know, let’s get moving on Angie Lay. I think it’s time to shake up her world a
bit. Let’s give her cancer, yeah breast
cancer. Actually I’ll tell you what,
let’s just throw a bunch of stuff at her now and then it can be easy going from
here on out. What do you say?” I’m not sure who God is speaking to
in this scenario…his board, his assistant, his family, Buddha? I don’t know exactly. And then he moves on to other people in the
world and a few housekeeping items like the weather, natural disasters, and New
York Fashion Week.
Now I am not a
particularly religious person, but I do believe in a higher power (God or
someone similar running board meetings to determine everyone’s fate.) People say everything happens for a reason,
and I kinda sorta get that but not entirely.
Whatever the “reason” is for this happening to me I hope that I am able
to fulfill that purpose. I’m also
holding on to the idea that it is going to be smooth sailing from here on
out. I hope God got the memo.
Looking
on the Bright Side…my hope is to help create awareness of breast cancer and the
importance of early detection, especially in young women. If that is my destiny as a result of all
this, I will be proud to do it.
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